Doing Down Duggan
Tuesday, March 15th, 2011Almost a year to the day from when I decided to set the record straight about that cruel pederast and paedophile, Monsignor Thomas Duggan, one time Rector of St. Bede’s College in Manchester, the Manchester Evening News is going front page today. After months prevaricating and procrastinating, they have decided to grasp this anti-establishment, anti-clerical, bull by the horns and I can only guess that it is because the Guardian, the Independent and the Telegraph are showing an interest. We let them in because of Old Bedian connections, connections that proved useless. The editor and the reporter assigned to the case, although Old Bedians, had not had the experience of the man that we had and when faced with the idea of this anti-establishment barrage, decided to chicken out rather than be proper journalists. They had seen the diocesan big-wigs in all their glory, denying, obfuscating and finally accepting the fact that sexual abuse took place at the school long before there was a dictionary definition of such an act. They were actually in attendance at a meeting with these clerical word jugglers, even a young child could see the lack of quality in the ecclesiastical team, but still they did not publish, but now they are, faced with a commercial rather than an idealogical decision.
It was the middle of March 2010, with over three months blogging experience behind me that I decided to tell the story of this evil man, who in fact had died 42 years previously. Why should it need telling so long after the event? Well, because nobody would have believed us then. We all left the school disheartened by the regime and went our seperate ways in life. We never had chance of a post-mortem, we scattered round the world, almost blotting out our experiences, but at the back of our minds we had this little thing that kept reminding us of those dark days in the 1960s. Every now and then I kept hearing a story of how one or two of us had died in strange circumstances, by suicide and its two allies, drug misuse and alcohol abuse. I tried to do the mathematics and found that the number of these deaths in our cohort were far and away above national statistics. Spurred on by my surfeit of spare time that retirement had offered me and by the recent disclosures of the shocking detail of priestly sexual abuse and especially with the publication of the Murphy Report here in Ireland, I decided to give my story and what I witnessed.
I wrote a series of blog postings about Duggan, not realising the need there was out there for people, especially Old Bedians, to share my grief. It was like standing before a tsunami. I was overwhelmed with old men in their sixties and seventies pouring their hearts out about their days at Bede’s. Some blurted it out immediately, others took weeks moving from denial to certainty that misdeeds were done to their person. Most wanted it kept secret, they did not want their loved ones in and so a discipline of anonymity prevailed with only myself in the know. Some of the tales were harrowing, these men had lived with this so called disgrace all their lives and they had found it hard at times to sustain relationships. Some although abused would not even countenance a confrontation. On a good few occasions I was told to forget it, it was water under the bridge, let sleeping dogs lie and all the rest of the arguments put forward by the convinced victims who are still in denial. Some were really angry that I should be bringing this subject up after so long a time, as though these grisly recollections had a statute of limitations imposed.
Along the way, I met and was introduced to some very nice people, some who although having suffered could still stand up to it with humour, some who had been saddened all their lives, others who would change their minds every few days wavering between acceptance and denial. It was an amazing and harrowing experience for me. Of course I also met some awful characters and these were mainly on the diocesan bench and nearly all from the group of people sanctioned by the diocese to look after children and vulnerable adults, The Safeguarding Commission. At our very first meeting when they welcomed us and allowed us to record the proceedings, they stressed the need in these circumstances for openness and transparency. Yet when I published the audio of the meeting on my blog, they threatened to sue me and eventually decided to cast me off. They said they could not see me, therefore I did not exist ergo they could not deal with me. I was an “untrustworthy and unreliable advocate”.
However I had three good envoys and the Diocese trusted them and the process, after a little delay continued until the diocese admitted the three As, Acceptance that this abuse took place, Acknowledgement that it happened on their watch and Apology for the deeds done. Now this apology became a stumbling block. We wanted a form of words from the Bishop that did not mince about, the Bishop with his legal and insurance driven advisors could not bring themselves to do it. We told them time and again our purpose was not money, it was the easing of minds. Read my previous blog “I Have No Recall Of That etc” for this episode to be explained in detail. Suffice it to say that the Bishop got angry and would not budge and we decided to go ahead without the apology. The MEN said they would publish …… but they didn’t and that was over two months ago.
I have just read Keegan’s article and a more wishy-washy piece have I yet to read and it took him three months to write it. We were supposed to review and comment on the piece before publication, but no. The arsehole Keegan and his sycophantic boss are that far up the Diocese rectum that you can only see the soles of their shoes. The article concentrates on the Bishops excuse for an apology and the errant Fr. Green and is full of factual errors. You do not wonder, when Keegan has not had the grace to ring me in the five months he has been on the scene. Nowhere is there a place to comment on line, like there is with other articles and this alone smacks of underhandedness. My fears about the Evening News have been justified. As one of my daughters said recently the Evening News is a moribund rag.
I feel for the victims, there is no place to comment and for new men who have yet to contact us there is no information in the piece to enable them. I am so annoyed and if Keegan was here now he would get the full weight of my fist. He is not a journalist, just a diocesan clerk. So the fight goes on. I am disgusted with the press, with the way they have handled the Hollie Greig case in Scotland and now with the way the Evening News have made a polite cough instead of an almighty sneeze.
All the above I posted at noon on 15th March, an hour later I had an indignant Mr Keegan on the phone telling me that himself and O’Neil were not in the pocket of the diocese and that what he had written was a hard hitting piece. I tend to believe him when he says that, but acceptance of that fact downgrades them even more as journalists when all they can write is the tat that I have just read. He said it was a powerful story and somebody or some organization would possibly take it on from there. Why could he and his journal not do that.
He said he could not put a comment section to the article because of legal problems but the Diocese in their own tedious way had accepted that everything in my report was correct. O’Sullivan, the safeguarding priest had known about Duggan’s behaviour for 23 years. Why can there not be a debate? He came up with a lame excuse as to why it had taken three months to write 500 words, in fact he sunk lower in my estimstion, but I do believe now he is not a diocesan employee. I now know he is just a lousy journalist, his article is still factually incorrect and it rankles when he did not have the decency to interview me about my report which started the whole thing off. He soon contacted me, within the hour in fact, when his feelings were hurt.
My last words are for the victims known and not known and in fact those victims who are still in denial. This campaign was for them and them alone, not for Paul Malpas or the Evening News and certainly not for the Safeguarding Commission who have behaved abominably in this matter. At the end of the day they have been let down by all and so will continue with their torment.